Project is now circling the plug hole. A very large and complicated data migration, on SQL Server land with lashings of SSIS and spreadsheets.
The key problem as I see it is that we have an immovable deadline, which if missed will cause immeasurable pain, reputational and financial loss, and they failed to scope, size and resource the project correctly. I have been given resources from other projects, other important projects have been put on hold to give me these resources so to be fair some stops have been pulled out. They also hired 4 contractors, 2 dev, 2 test, which is against the usual hiring policy as they are quite tight with their money.
The permies just work to rule, as there are no incentives in place to encourage them, in terms of monetary, career progression etc etc. In fact the only chance of redemption they have is an M&S voucher for getting employee of the month. This chart is on the wall.
So yours truly is coming in early and going late and generally working my ass off to try and pull this project out of the tulipter. I am tired. The permie developers check whatever they feel like into TFS and I get code with misspelled table/column names, missing commas etc that could never have been run, yet they tell us as the daily standup it's done and tested
So, I need a CUK mentor to advise me on what to do. Do I work to rule and let the project fail, or take pride in being a contractor and show them who da man?
Also I think I have learned about myself that I am terrified of failing and the consequences that will have for my already diminished sense of self worth. So do I use this as an opportunity to learn how to fail?
Please elect a mentor and advise.
The key problem as I see it is that we have an immovable deadline, which if missed will cause immeasurable pain, reputational and financial loss, and they failed to scope, size and resource the project correctly. I have been given resources from other projects, other important projects have been put on hold to give me these resources so to be fair some stops have been pulled out. They also hired 4 contractors, 2 dev, 2 test, which is against the usual hiring policy as they are quite tight with their money.
The permies just work to rule, as there are no incentives in place to encourage them, in terms of monetary, career progression etc etc. In fact the only chance of redemption they have is an M&S voucher for getting employee of the month. This chart is on the wall.
So yours truly is coming in early and going late and generally working my ass off to try and pull this project out of the tulipter. I am tired. The permie developers check whatever they feel like into TFS and I get code with misspelled table/column names, missing commas etc that could never have been run, yet they tell us as the daily standup it's done and tested
So, I need a CUK mentor to advise me on what to do. Do I work to rule and let the project fail, or take pride in being a contractor and show them who da man?
Also I think I have learned about myself that I am terrified of failing and the consequences that will have for my already diminished sense of self worth. So do I use this as an opportunity to learn how to fail?
Please elect a mentor and advise.
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