I've really been struggling to be motivated at the role I started earlier this year. One of the BA's is a tit, the project is not really being run that well, and it will get canned; I just don't really want to be there to be honest.
But the rate is magic, they've said, regardless, I will be there until September at least and I am allowed to work from home 2/3 days a week.
But I can't shift the abject laziness I get when in work, it's as though I am willing them to let me go. I have never, ever had this before, and am wondering should I simply quit and avoid being let go (never happened to me before), spend the summer on the bench, or milk it until they do let me go, for I can't believe my performance will not have been noted, or rather the lack of it.
I've started drinking too, which can't be a good sign.
Anyone else had this in a role? I feel depressed there...
But the rate is magic, they've said, regardless, I will be there until September at least and I am allowed to work from home 2/3 days a week.
But I can't shift the abject laziness I get when in work, it's as though I am willing them to let me go. I have never, ever had this before, and am wondering should I simply quit and avoid being let go (never happened to me before), spend the summer on the bench, or milk it until they do let me go, for I can't believe my performance will not have been noted, or rather the lack of it.
I've started drinking too, which can't be a good sign.
Anyone else had this in a role? I feel depressed there...
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