While I was on the bench, I couldn't wait to get back to work. Now I'm back its weird and difficult to get back into.
No more sitting around in my PJs, taking kids to school, looking after baby etc.
Now its up at the crack, train in the dark, sitting in a scruffy portakabin doing a crap contract. I must admit I'm never that excited at starting in new places (stresses me out) but this is the worse because of the time off I've had.
Luckily, its home every night. Would be a bit much if I had to stay away methinks....
But thats reality for you I guess. Beginning to wonder though whether I should have sucked up the bench time and waited for something a bit more interesting (and paid more!).
No more sitting around in my PJs, taking kids to school, looking after baby etc.
Now its up at the crack, train in the dark, sitting in a scruffy portakabin doing a crap contract. I must admit I'm never that excited at starting in new places (stresses me out) but this is the worse because of the time off I've had.
Luckily, its home every night. Would be a bit much if I had to stay away methinks....
But thats reality for you I guess. Beginning to wonder though whether I should have sucked up the bench time and waited for something a bit more interesting (and paid more!).
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